I LET GO

Lately on Saturdays I pick-up Q at her apartment at Makati and head over to my house at Pasig. It's always around 5:30ish am as my shift at work ends at 5.

I was promoted last December and reaping a few perks of the post: fixed schedule, increased salary, the work process more streamlined.

It's usually a 25-30min drive back and I enjoy the conversations, the updates of what's been happening, the sunrise driving through Edsa through Global City.

In one of those conversations, Q noted that I have tendencies of letting things go and it's true, sometimes the littlest things would tick me off and I'm working on that. I have improved over the years since I no longer think about work as soon as my shift is done and lately I've been working a lot more on my patience whilst driving.

Speaking of letting things go, I finally got around to delete every vestiges of my past with Her.

I feel liberated.

And it also got me thinking of something I have wanted to talk about with Q that I believe she hasn't realized how important it is to me.

Presently, I have lost 18 lbs and I'm half way through my target weight loss. My gym subscription has just expired and I'm leaning on taking up Yoga.

Urban Ashram currently has a promo that I intend on taking up soon. :)

Dream Journal: 01 "Money Frog?"

I dreamt of a big fat short brown snake being handed to me.

As I held the snake, it sprouted legs and slowly its tail stunted and turned into a golden brown, red spotted heavy ass frog.

My arms strained from the weight as I walked.

I went to return the frog to its owner and the frog gripped my left hand and didn't want to let go.

As I handed the frog back I kept hitting the back of its head to let my hand go.

It finally did and I returned to the person who handed me the snake, she winked and said thank you.

She was being graded and had the highest scores which translated to more commission and higher pay.

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No Idea what this means but I just liked the thought of writing down the dreams that I do come up with.

and there's more to the story of what I dreamt, I can't remember them all though and it's hard to explain, it feels like the story is at the tip of my tongue.

Tomorrow is Today!

For the nth time I promised to write something and anything to return the flow of writing alas, I find myself distracted with Facebook, World of Warcraft, Twitter and what not. -All in that order.

I have also promised for the nth time to stay exercising and lose the miserable 35ish lbs which I have from time and time again found an excuse not to.

Today is different.

Today I'm writing and in a while I will drag my ass back to the gym and pay for the 4 months membership fee.

Run like a madman and crunch sit-ups like a gummy bear.

That is... crossing my fingers I won't go down quicker than a prom date. :D

Priority is losing this effin' belly and getting myself ready for the Boracay trip with Quixotic.

This will be our first trip to Boracay.

So, what have I been doing to motivate myself?

I have the Men's Health Magazine of Derek Ramsay on my desk reminding myself to lose the FAT.

I was at the Mall Of Asia last Sunday and I can't kept help but wish and buy clothes I want to wear but cannot since it won't fit.

I was observing people pass by and admire how flat their stomachs were.

Thinking about it now is rallying me to get up and go to the gym right at this minute...

Maybe in a few after I post this. ;p